Reflections

As I sit here sipping on a glass of Moscoto, I've decided to reflect on the past few days.  Not having a car is definitely the most hardening things to go through.  Having to rely on my husband to take me places when I need to get many or just heavy things is a pain.  He's not much of a shopper and I'd rather go by myself as I can stand around and browse if I want.  With him, it's hurry up, get in and get out.  Then I also spend A LOT more money when he's along...like today for instance...we spent $237 at the BX, when I would have spent maybe $120 at most.  We didn't need what he wanted to get, but we got the stuff anyways...he insisted.  At the grocery store we spent nearly $200 ($9 shy), but I am doing a lot of cooking and baking so things were needed on this trip since I don't plan to go during the week without a car. 
On Saturday morning around 2 am, I woke up terrified and crying.  I've had a dream about my hubby and I out in the woods in the middle of nowhere, staying at a hotel and for some reason, 2 of my brothers were also there.  First it starts out that the bathrooms at this hotel are on the outside of the hotel and are glass windows floor to ceiling.  So when I'd go to the bathroom, this guy pulls up and sees everything and shakes his head...I'm scared of him.  Later, we go to bed and I see a shadow in our doorway so i nudge hubby to tell him and he yanks me to the floor next to the bed.  I suddenly hear one of my brothers screaming so I think the man has one of them.  I wake up and it's dark in my room so I'm still thinking I'm at that hotel, I'm confused and looking around.  I opened our curtains to let what little light there is out, in.  I started crying I was so scared, it was hard to fall back asleep and hubby just held me and wiped my tears.  Now, this is the second time I've had this dream since we've moved over here, but the first dream didn't have my brothers in it.  Why would I dream the same dream over and over?  I don't ever recall being woken up from a dream terrified and crying, why now? 
Today I had a nice web visit with my sister, we don't typically chat on weekends, so it was nice when she called me and then we got on camera.  Her little miss was looking so grown up and stinking cute today too.  I miss them so much!  Hopefully I can go to the states SOON! 
Hubbies been focusing on his studies, he has 2 courses for work plus a class for his master's degree.  He spent 7 hours at work yesterday and 4.5 hours today.  He's taking one test tomorrow, then on Wednesday the other class is due for work.  We went on a nice walk last night, came back and showered then watched 1408.  We didn't finish the movie because it was going on 11 and I was sleepy, yep, me...sleepy.
Well tonight I told hubby I'd go with him to the gym in the morning at 0430!  Wow...am I crazy for even saying I would...I wonder if I actually will?  If I do, I'd be quite surprised...LOL.  Waking up early (around 6) has been relatively easy these past few weeks, so what's a few hours earlier?  I hope nothing and I hope that my mind will tell me...Let's Go!

Time for me to close, enjoy your day!