40 weeks

Well "today is the day", but there is no change and no sign of a baby wanting to come out.  Not much has changed from last week, I have however became really emotional and crying over EVERYTHING!  Poor husband says how did I get postpartum without the partum?  Ha...he's real funny!  I just told him when the new baby comes home, he's taking care of her most of the time.  We'll see who has postpartum then...haha!
So I'm often found sitting with my hands on my stomach and lately when I ask Xander where baby Sterling is, he'll take my hands and place them on my stomach.  It's so sweet!  He melts his mama's heart and I'm going to miss him those 2 days I'm in the hospital.  Nick wanted to do a test run on Saturday and leave him at our friends house for the afternoon, they offered, but I couldnt do it.  I think he'll do fine.  On Friday he took his afternoon nap at their house while we were there visiting, and he did fine.  So I'm just hoping that because Pam looks SO much like me, he will be comfortable and not have a major meltdown...like I'm sure I will :(. 
My doctor appointment this week is Tuesday, so if nothing happens before then, I'm sure the doc will schedule the induction date for the following week.  We'll see if there has been any progress from last week.  Doubt it, but who knows.

That's it...Have a great day!